Sitting in office, looking at my pc, and this thought strikes me again.
Being a working woman cum housewife, I have no time to think about all these (not that this has been out of my mind).
I tried to think positive on all the challenges ahead. But now at this moment, I feel very tired and exhausted being a working adult, not to say I have to take care of a little one next year. Asking myself how can I handle all these? Be a full time mom and without a job, how can we handle the bills?
Being a long term planner, I must be prepared for everything for this little one even up to uni studies. Sometimes, I do feel that I am not ready for these challenges.
I have take the path that what society perceived it is supposed to be. I have career and family. BUT. I have career (that I never wanted to be) and family (that I am not ready to nurture). I forgo my dreams. I salute my parents that did these and never regret about it.
I am 17th week I enjoy the experience now. I hope both of us will be strong to overcome all the challenges ahead, and live a happy life. I pray for your healthy and safe arrival. We love you.